Friday, September 26, 2008

Fuck.

Poof because it was just too raw of a post. But thanks everybody for your comments. I really do appreciate them.

15 comments:

Hilaire said...

Oh, Crazy, I'm soso sorry. It *is* devastating, I know. About exactly a year ago, my mother's twin brother died - and the stories are in some respects remarkably similar. I remember being just gutted by the unfairness of it all.

Such a big hug to you, my friend. Take good care of yourself.

AAYOR said...

Ugh. Yeah. That's extremely fucked up. :(

Bardiac said...

I'm so sorry, Crazy. It hurts so badly to see the people we love in pain and worse.

Jenny Davidson said...

Yes, nothing to say to this but most heartfelt condolences and best wishes for you & yours...

phd me said...

It is horrible and I'm so very sorry.

PowerProf said...

I'm so sorry. We live in a fucked up world.

Susan said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and heart are with you.

Liz said...

I am so sorry for what you are going through. And a loved one's imperfections don't make their suffering and loss any more tolerable.

Belle said...

God, yes, ditto all of the above. Might I suggest that you tell him of your love? Clearly, with affection and respect and often.

And your mom too?

life_of_a_fool said...

I'm so sorry; this is horrible. I hope you're able to spend some time with your uncle in the coming months.

Brigindo said...

So sorry to hear about this. It sucks and it hurts. I have a very similar family--although not as large--filled with great people and not-so-great people who hurt themselves, end up in bad situations, and die way too young. It doesn't make you love them less and it doesn't make it hurt any less. I hope you get to see your uncle or at least have a chance to tell him how you feel about him.

Hugs to you and your mom.

Dr. Virago said...

Oh man, that fucking sucks. I'm so sorry.

Hugs to you and your family.

Comet Jo said...

I understand why you took it down, but I still want to say how sorry I am. That sucks about your uncle. And it sucks that we live in a place where you have to work so hard to say that someone is a good person when life hasn't gone so well for them. I hope you get get to see him and tell him how much you care about him.

Maude Lebowski said...

i missed the post, but obviously it was something really fucking terrible, so whatever you are going through, know that i'm thinking of you and your family.

Flavia said...

I'm so sorry, Crazy. I'll be thinking of you and your family.

(Could have sworn I left a comment here the other night, but don't see it any longer.)